Big Brother Naija Season 5 housemate Erica Ngozi Nlewedim has revealed in a Lengthy post on her Instagram page that she has finally forgiven herself a year after she was disqualified from the Big Brother Naija Reality Show.
According to her, its been a year since she was disqualified from the Big Brother Naija house and she has really worked hard to get to where she currently is. She claim she has worked so hard to the extent that she forgot the traumatic experience that came with it.
She wrote: The past one year I’ve been working, singleminded, almost like a robot, not thinking of how far I’ve come, just focused on my goals, trying to outdo myself, trying to make everyone around me proud, my life has been on fast forward & It was a lot, it took its toll on me and I had to take a break to heal and I thought rest was all I needed until a loved one asked me what I would tell the Erica of September 6 2020, I thought about it and couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t understand how I had successfully avoided thinking about any of the traumatic experiences that had happened to me in the past one year, it was a struggle think back to those moments of fear and sadness but I did, I spoke to Erica, I forgave her, I applauded her, I promised her she would be proud of herself in a few months and she would be surrounded by so much love. I’m healed and I’ve come so far!! I want to thank God, my loved ones, my Elites words can’t describe much I appreciate you,
my management @upfrontandpersonalbooking
The @multichoice_group
all my fellow housemates, thank you ?? I love you all!